Friday, December 28, 2012

Rhythm: Part II - Drum Line

So last time we looked at Mary's heartbeat.  Today we're examining a drumline.  And no, I'm not talking about The Little Drummer Boy.

Now, I'm no music theorist or even someone who can tell you if someone sung a wrong note.  My ears and mind don't work that way.  But there is something in the idea of a drumline that we as disciples can relate to.

Mary's heartbeat was just that.  Mary's.  God gave her her own song to sing, her own path to follow.  That is between her and God.  Just like each of us.  We all have our own beat to listen to.  But the drumline represents many of us.  Many heartbeats, together for Jesus.

Kinda like the shepherds in Luke 2.

These fellows did two things that I think we can all ponder in our hearts like Mary did.

These guys were living out in the fields.  With their sheep.  It's just the way things were.  These guys were probably a good bit rougher around the edges than the disciples.  Real 'salt of the earth' if you will.  And these were the first people that God revealed his son to.

Look at most of the stories in the Bible involving angles or messengers of God.  They are usually meeting with leaders, or important folk.  The whole story of Jesus, from beginning to end turns things that are 'normal' or traditional on their prim and fluffy heads.  Other than Mary and Joseph, who gets to be the first to know that the Savior is born, and given directions on where to find him?

The dirty, smelly, salty, fringe of society shepherds.  Most readers out there wouldn't want these guys in your house let alone around your literally new born child.  Let me tell you this, Mary didn't have a bottle of Purell in her robes.

Back to the shepherds themselves.  Here is the scene:

It's night.  Probably pretty dark by now.  You and your shepherding pals are maybe around a fire, one of you is keeping watch out past the flock who are all huddled together.  A wild dog barks in the distance.  A normal night.  Stars in the sky shinning down like always.  When suddenly, you're all surrounded by light and there is a strange figure among you.  He starts talking.  You're freaking out and miss what he is saying,
"...good news of great joy that will be for all the people.  Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.”
You start to wrap your mind around this, when even more alarmingly there is a whole 'great company' of messengers poof into view with the angel and declare praises to God,
"Glory to God in the highest,and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests."
Then they vanish and go back to heaven.

I imagine the shepherds siting there blinking at each other wondering who was going to ask if the others saw what they just saw and risk being thought of as the next "Crazy Willie," of the herding community.  Then after a few moments of deafening silence, they all start to talk at once.  "We have to go!  Let us see what the Lord has done!"

And off they go.  Maybe Crazy Willie was left to watch the sheep.  Maybe they left the sheep there alone.  Or, maybe the sheep went right along with them.  Who knows.  But the shepherds booked it into town.  Their feet running or rambling along the paths.

That is the drumline.

The feet of the hungry running toward what God has done.  When was the last time you ran to meet God?  Or are you more accustomed to that slow, somber walk down to an alter?  Maybe into a confessional.  Or just meeting up with a mentor to talk over coffee.  Run to him.  Let you heart race as your feet pound the earth to see what he is doing.  Be excited about God!

I know it's been a while for me.  And that's no one's fault but my own.  But I'm getting back on my feet and starting to run now.  Cause God is working.  He is always working and moving, and doing and surprising us.  We just forget to be amazed by it.

What are you hungry for?  Will you run to him?  Will you let you feet beat out a drumline as you flock to what he is doing?

I hope so.  I'll see you there.


grace, peace + hope-Jesse

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Rhythm: Part 1 - Heartbeat

There is a lot of discord in the world today.  Just look at the news.  If you're like me you don't even have to look that far.  You can just look at your own life.  I know mine is full of ups and downs that are primarily of my own making.

Mainly because I loose my rhythm.

Not that I am a musical person at all.  It takes all my effort to keep clapping at the right time.  But I'm talking about internally.  The thing that moves me as a person and as a disciple of Jesus.

My heartbeat.

Rather, the heartbeat of Jesus.  Does my heart beat for the same things as his?  Sometimes.  Hence, discord.  That can apply individually, and to the church at large.  Sometimes we focus on the wrong things.  How big or small something is.  How things or people are dressed.  The things that don't matter.  Before we get into all that, let's look at some heart facts:
-The heart is a muscle, a pump.  It moves blood throughout your body to give oxygen and nutrients to the millions of cells that make us...us.

-The heart never rests.  From the moment it starts beating until the moment you die, it never stops.

-Did you know that a heart "at rest" works twice as hard as leg muscles in someone who is sprinting.

-The average Human heart beat is 70 bpm and weights a little less than a pound
-A dog: 60-160 bpm
-A cat: 110-240 bpm
-A mouse: 500-600bpm
-An elephant: 30bpm weighs about 40-60 lbs
-A blue whale: 9 bpm and weighs half a ton, 1,000 lbs

Okay, what does that have to do with anything?  Well, I'm getting there.  Take a moment and feel your heart beat.  Put your hand on your chest and feel that muscle work.  Heartbeat.  It's the sound that lets us know we're still alive.  It slows down when we're calm, and races when we are afraid or excited.  But there is a different kind of heartbeat.  Not the actual muscle heartbeat, but the heartbeat of our spirit.  The driving force to how we act and respond to things.

Go read the account of Mary being told she will become the mother of Jesus.  Here's a link: Luke 1:26-38.

The thing I love about all this is Mary's response.  "May it be to me as you have said."  She believed.  She took the messenger of the Lord at his word and believed.  And she obeyed.  Then she goes to her cousins house.  And do you know what happened next?

She worships.  She sings this song glorifying God.  It gets pretty intense too.  It's not just this sweet little happy song.

He has brought down rulers from their thrones
but has lifted up the humble.
He has filled the hungry with good things
but has sent the rich away empty.

What does your heartbeat sing?  Take some time over the next few days and be still.  Put your hand on your heart and listen.  Listen to what your soul wants to sing about God, about Jesus.  What he has done.  Let that heartbeat set a rhythm in your spirit.

        Love God.
                Love neighbors.
                        Act justly.
                                Love mercy.

grace, peace + hope

-Jesse

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Every. Single. Day.

Can I be completely honest with you?

Yes?  Thanks.  Here goes...

I'm tired. Tired of the struggles of this life.  Primarily the one I fight with myself.  It's been a rough couple months internally.  I've been fighting the desires of my flesh, those needy selfish pointless things that result in nothing good.

I get angry with myself, and it just spirals and becomes a vicious circle.  Sound familiar to anyone?  I catch myself getting grumpier and more irritable.  Quickly I become very self-centered and avoid any challenge to that concept.  I stew.  And I close my ears.

And I don't listen for God to speak to me.  To remind me of things I know in my heart.

Then, like yesterday, there will be a break in the internal storm, and the light will shine through.  And humble me to my knees.  That break can take many forms.  A word from a friend, a song, a view of the mountains...and I hear what God has been constantly saying through the whole bit of self chaos.
"Get over yourself.  Love your God with all your heart.  And your neighbor.  Every.  Single.  Day."
Anyone else?  You get so caught up in daily life, yourself, your family, and you loose sight of God.  But he wants us to put him first every day.  Not Sunday.  Not Wednesday night, or when ever your group meets.  Not when you feel like it, not when you want to.

Every.  Single.  Day.

This is not me making things up.  This is straight from the mouth of Jesus.  Look up Luke 9.
Then he said to them all: “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?
 This is something I'm saying as much to myself as I am anyone else.  Being a follower of Jesus, a student, a disciple of his, means to deny yourself daily.  This isn't meant to be some directive to punish yourself or anything like that.  It is, simply put, shifting the focus of your life from yourself to Jesus.

Easier said than done.  Trust me I know.  But this is me, and M28, encouraging you to do just that.  There is no secret.  No formula on how to do this.  All I can suggest is what has worked for me in the past, and what I'm implementing moving forward.  Spend time with Jesus.  Pray.  Read the Word.  Meditate on the scriptures.  Or find what draws you to him.

Another thing is do follow the commands he gave us.  Three huge ones are:
        1)  Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and all your mind and with all your strength.
        2)  Love your neighbor as yourself.
        3)  Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.

That pretty much takes care of everyone on the planet.  The last two are fairly easy to figure out.  But how do you show love to God?  I know I reference this scripture often on this blog, but it seems that important to be repeated.  Matthew 25:
‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’

and

The King will reply, ‘I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me.’
 This isn't stuff you need credentials for.  You don't even need a high school diploma for this stuff.  Feed the hungry.  Give drink to the thirsty.  Welcome strangers.  Clothe those without.  Care for the sick.  Visit those in prison.  There are people in need all around you.  Maybe on your block or in your apartment building.  Maybe it will take a bit of a drive.  But they are there.  Waiting.  Waiting for you.  Waiting for Jesus.

Every.  Single.  Day.

I say all these things because I need to hear them.  And because I want to challenge and encourage you as well.  You don't need dynamite or a backhoe to move mountains and tear down walls.  Try a smile.  Patience.  Kindness.  Put others before yourself.  Family.  Friends.  Strangers.  See what happens.

Do it today.  Do it now.

grace, peace & hope
-Jesse